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saturday night

So I didn't make it to Sweet Wednesday. Annoyingly it was nothing to do with cowardice on my part and everything to do with work but if the work excuse hadn't been there who knows if I would have gone? Maybe I would have thought of another reason to not attend?

Still.

It's Saturday night, I've just shaved my legs and I'm sat here like a good girl enjoying the sensation of my butt plug pressing into me.

sweet wednesday

I probably won't go because I'm a coward but I am thinking about it!!

xxx

Loving this make-up thang

Xxx

though I am loving

the feel of my new plug.

xx

make-up attempt one

Like something from the Rocky Horror Picture Show!!!!

All off and try again straight away I think.

1st night dressed in a while

Amber time!!

I have a whole week to myself. Sadly I still have to work :-( but hope to find some time to take pictures.

I've ordered some new toys and a whole stack of make-up which will hopefully all arrive on Saturday.

xxx

now this is a video!!

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i want!!!

they are so cute ...

Guess where I am?

xxx

wishlist :-(

here

 here

here

I'm doing everything as Amber today

even visiting the little girls room.

the doorbell just rang ...

... and although I had time to pull of my dress and wig and throw on some jeans and a t-shirt I was still wearing panties and tights. They were either selling double glazing or religion (it doesn't matter I don't need either!), I didn't really listen.

All I could think about was whether or not they could tell or if they just thought I just wore fishnet socks!

I kind of hope they knew though.

xxx

freshly shaved and moisturised

written for an admirer x

I pulled at the hem of my dress for the millionth time, adjusting it, straightening it, checking out how I looked in the mirror, my stomach threatening to empty its contents all over the wooden floor in the bedroom.

A mess.

That's how I looked.

In my too cheap wig and with make-up inexpertly plastered over my face I looked like exactly what I was. An inexperienced virgin wannabe slut. He was going to take one look, turn right round and leave with an expression of disgust stamped over his face and I'd spend the next hour changing back into my boy clothes, cleaning myself up and trying (and probably failing) not to cry too much.

I felt like crying then which would only make things a thousand times worse. Answering the door with puffy cheeks and mascara streaked across my face.

Though from our chats online part of me thought that might even turn him on a little. I got the feeling he knew what he wanted and how to make sure I delivered. At least I hoped so. I didn't want to be allowed to think too much or have any choice beyond the limits we'd already discussed. It would only give me the option to back down and inside I knew that if I did I'd never know how it felt to become a willing submissive girl. I couldn't go through the waiting and the nerves again.

Especially after all the effort I'd put in. Not that it showed.

I'd spent the whole morning preparing. Re-shaving my legs in the bath, trimming the hair short around my girly cock with my clippers, cleaning my clit, douching and then douching again. loving the sensation of warm water up inside of me, moisturising from head to toe, painting my nails, carefully (at least as carefully as I was able - I needed much more practice!) applying foundation, eye liner, eye shadow and mascara and then gliding scarlet lipstick across my lips and shaping them to a full pout. Then there had been the small matter of what to wear!!! What if he didn't hang around long enough to see the lingerie hidden beneath my dress?

My phone buzzed on the side table. I jumped in my skin. A text.

I'm at the top of your road. Call me

I shook as I pressed the call button. He took an age to pick up.

"Hello"

I was too nervous to speak.

"Who is this?"

I answered, cringing internally at the sound of my unfeminine voice, "It's Amber"

"Good girl. What number are you?"

I told him.

"I'll be there in two minutes. Don't even think about answering the door if you're not fully dressed. Do you understand?"

I nodded and then felt foolish knowing he couldn't see what I was doing, "Yes."

He hung up and my heart began to pound at twice the rate it had been previously. I'd just told him where I lived! He was actually coming. Suddenly it wasn't just a game.

I was terrified. My girly cock shriveled up in my panties in fear and my throat was dry. There was nothing horny or erotic about the situation anymore. I wished beyond all else I'd never agreed to the meet in the first place.

I nearly fainted when the doorbell rang. Instead I just froze, holding my breath, hoping he would just go away.

The buzzer sounded again. This time longer, more insistent. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes.

My phone buzzed. The caller ID clearly displaying his name. I resisted answering it but it just kept ringing until eventually I caved in and hit the talk button.

"Open the door Amber"

I didn't know what to do or say so remained silent.

"It's okay I know how nervous you must be. Just let me in and at least give us the opportunity to be face to face before you make any decisions."

I knew he could probably hear me almost hyperventilating.

"You'll only regret letting the chance to find out pass you by."

He was right. And he knew I would think so too. We'd chatted online so often he knew what I wanted and desired more than I did. All I knew for certain was that I wanted to be Amber for real, even if only once.

I walked to the front door and opened it, the phone still connected and gripped tightly in my hand.

A cold breeze blew into the hallway, the wind whipping up my stockinged legs, sensual around my lace panties. Momentarily distracted I hardly noticed as he quickly brushed past me, shutting the door firmly behind as he stepped through.

He stood close to me. He smelled clean, newly showered, but underneath something manly, a faint odour of musk. I felt his eyes on my dress, body, legs. He hadn't looked me in the eye yet.

If he was disappointed he hid it well. Not even a flicker of disdain or disgust. I waited nervously for him to say something. Anything.

He took my hand, “I'm glad you let me in. You look lovely Amber.”

My whole being relaxed. Almost immediately he leant forward and kissed me lightly. Unable to control myself I parted my lips and almost willed him to explore my mouth with his tongue.

He didn't need any encouragement. Within seconds I had melted into his arms, my body bending and moulding to fit his. I could feel his cock pressing into my body. His hands were urgent, seeking out my stocking tops, cold fingers brushing my smooth legs. We stumbled together, joined at the lips, backwards towards the open bedroom door.

I had never felt so alive. So feminine. So desperate to be taken and used. To be and do whatever he wanted.

He spun us both as we neared the end of the bed and sat down on its edge, tracing his strong hands over me as he did so. Without needing to be asked I lowered myself to my knees in front of him. He took my hand and ran it over his trousers up towards the bulge I had felt pressing into me in the hallway. I massaged it through the fabric, my eyes locked into his. I watched his face carefully as I gently toyed with it, feeling more confident and sure of what I needed to do with every passing second.

Still watching him I unzipped his trouser and opened them to free him and see the effect I was having on him first hand. It was beautiful. I gently pulled back his foreskin, fixated by how it felt in my hand, how warm and soft it felt even though it was rock hard. Like the rest of him it smelt clean although far more masculine.

“Look at me Amber”.

I tore my gaze away from his cock. He smiled down at me.

“Good girl. I want you keep your eyes on mine. I want to see how much you enjoy having me inside your mouth.”

I lost all track of time as I gazed up into his eyes, his cock deep inside my warm willing mouth. My tongue exploring every inch of it, his hips rocking up from the bed to meet me as I sucked my first cock. I wished it would never end but eventually I felt him tighten, his breath sharp and hurried.

His body bucked and he stared deep into my eyes as I felt and tasted cum on my tongue, deep in my throat, spilling out onto my lips. I couldn't help myself. I swallowed and licked up every last drop, still meeting his gaze, showing him how thankful I was he'd chosen me to receive his cum. How happy I was to be serving him. I licked and cleaned him until his cock began to soften between my lips.

He stroked my hair gently, his fingers and thumb lightly caressing my face.

He patted the bed next to him.

“Sit up here with me Amber.” He smiled, a firm look in his eye, “we've only just started girl. There's lots more I'd like to show you.”

I didn't consider questioning him. I belonged to him now. Whatever he desired was his for the taking.

wow

what a beautiful picture.

i don't know

what makes me hotter. Chatting to someone online or waiting for them to log in.

birchplace

should I rejoin?

I'm not sure. I get a lot of enjoyment from  being on Tvchix but ...

just one question

As I slipped on my panties and gently pulled my hold-ups up my freshly shaved and moisturised legs.

As I slid into a pair of heels.

As I teetered into the bathroom with a bottle of lube and a plug.

As I began to massage my pussy with liberally lubed fingers, panties nipping at my ankles.

As I started to gently moan in ecstasy, one hand pressing against the tiles for support, the other working my tight hole, loosening it, warming it up, preparing it for the plug.

As I slathered the plug in lube and then bent forward, using the wall behind me to help push it slowly into my now burning pussy.

As I pulled my panties up and pressed the plug as deep as it would sit inside of me.

As I clenched my ass cheeks tight to hold it in place.

As I made my way into the kitchen, a dull ache throbbing in my pussy.

As I sat in front of the computer and ground my ass into the chair to secure that plug and feel it stretch me even further.

 As I felt my limp clit slowly leak into my panties.

As I fantasised about being forced to dress, to obey, to become a willing obedient girl.

As I began to type this.

I did wonder.

How did it come to this?

yummy

working on two things today

A job application and my tan. Panties only in the back garden. Bliss! x

all on my own :-(

playing in my room

in a hotel room somewhere in yorkshire

right now

another video x

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more wow

mmmm

wow

lucky girl.

got a little wet

during a chat

and another

one more

quick pics

so where have i been?

On holiday.

In the midst of a dental crisis (still one week to go on that one).

Continuing to try and find a job (still a long way to go on that one!).

Started a running regime too as I fear I have a little weight to lose. How did it appear?

But I'm back, intent on returning to posting regularly and sat here in a dress like every good girl should be trying to find someone to chat to.

xxx

freshly shaved

for the first time in a long time!!!

off the radar!

I've been off the radar for a week or two! I have been quite unwell. Seriously unwell!

And sadly will be for the rest of this month at least. Luckily for me the next three weeks will be spent on holiday so much more fun than it has been I hope.

weird ...

... but I enjoy the aching sensation I get from being aroused but unsatisfied. I love feeling my girly clit throb for sometimes hours afterwards.

I want for release but at the same time know it's not really my decision as to when, if at all, that will happen.

never been kissed ...

... or licked or fingered or teased

lovely

I've seen this before somewhere (can't recall) and would love to make something similar.

quick pics x

home!

I've been away for the weekend.

It was lovely to get home, shower, shave and slip into something more feminine. Now to do some chores around the house like a good girl.

I wish!!