I want this!

And to be kissed like that too.

bloody poor planning!

Reduced to trawling chat rooms!

:-)

Might log into cam4.

Ready to serve

Mistress Foxx suggested I needed more and bigger butt plugs

She was right. This feels wonderful. Would break my rule and entertain. Would have to be pretty fucking special though to get an invite!!!

some pics of me bored, alone :-(

Toe nails painted

Shaved all over, douched and moisturised.

Feeling pretty sexy but too much wine to get in my car and too little courage really for me to do anything about it.

Might spend some time on cam a little later.

Mistress?

What Mistress?

I don't think I'm ready to just be a piece of subservient meat yet.

I already feel pretty shit at the moment so why would I seek out confirmation of the fact?

In Mistress Foxx's defence it was nothing she did or said. She is incredibly good at being a domme however perhaps too good for this naive not so young virgin. I think I want a little affection with my second cock.

Pride comes

Before a fall.

I vainly thought I had written something suitable for my Mistress. Instead I wrote something that catered to my needs not hers.

Quite rightly she is angry with me.

Quite rightly I must patiently wait to see if she can be bothered to contact me again.

I'm ruined!

:-)

I am in the thrall of my Mistress.

I have spent the entire evening waiting for a reply that never came but that is I guess her prerogative. I sat and lurked in a few chatrooms but really I only wanted to chat with her so I ignored all (which makes it sounds like there more than there actually were :-) ) of the requests to chat and now I'm going to go to bed and hope desperately she replies tomorrow.

My wild and crazy Saturday night

Well in my dreams maybe.

I started the evening off by performing a task for my Mistress.

I spent most of the rest of the evening checking to see if she had replied! Already I am hanging on her every word.

In between I bathed, shaved, moisturised and douched about a hundred times (after all a girl should always be prepared).

I did enjoy one little pleasure though (if it can be called that).

Mistress asked me a short while ago to think of suitable punishments and ...

I've always been intrigued by the the idea of figging.

After I had bathed etc etc. I spent a few minutes selecting and then carving a finger of ginger into a small butt plug being careful to create an indentation so that once it was inserted my tight hole could close around it and hold it in securely.

Wow!

I'm not sure it was that painful (but perhaps that depends on the gingers freshness etc) but it did create a tingly burning sensation down there that was quite intense. I felt incredibly horny and would have done anything for the right person.

Anything.

Oh and I'm sure if you can suggest suitable punishments for a misbehaving little slut my Mistress would appreciate the ideas.