... but I enjoy the aching sensation I get from being aroused but unsatisfied. I love feeling my girly clit throb for sometimes hours afterwards.
I want for release but at the same time know it's not really my decision as to when, if at all, that will happen.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Sunday, April 15, 2012
home!
I've been away for the weekend.
It was lovely to get home, shower, shave and slip into something more feminine. Now to do some chores around the house like a good girl.
I wish!!
It was lovely to get home, shower, shave and slip into something more feminine. Now to do some chores around the house like a good girl.
I wish!!
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Thursday, April 12, 2012
forced feminisation
I adore hypnotic clips like this one.
It is a fantasy of mine to be feminised and shown (trained) how to please someone as a girl.
Which, if you read a couple of my earlier posts, I imagine is already obvious.
I would love to be gently, but firmly, ordered to strip and then be handed a pile of pretty clothes to slip into. Sit quietly and obediently whilst make-up was applied and finally a wig placed on my head. Be given an uncomfortable pair of heels to wear and then ordered to parade around and show myself off to my trainer before receiving my first lesson in pleasuring a cock to completion. My willing mouth discovering what it is to be a girl, pushing my tongue out to show all of that cum in my mouth before swallowing it like a good obedient girl.
It is a fantasy of mine to be feminised and shown (trained) how to please someone as a girl.
Which, if you read a couple of my earlier posts, I imagine is already obvious.
I would love to be gently, but firmly, ordered to strip and then be handed a pile of pretty clothes to slip into. Sit quietly and obediently whilst make-up was applied and finally a wig placed on my head. Be given an uncomfortable pair of heels to wear and then ordered to parade around and show myself off to my trainer before receiving my first lesson in pleasuring a cock to completion. My willing mouth discovering what it is to be a girl, pushing my tongue out to show all of that cum in my mouth before swallowing it like a good obedient girl.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
lessons from yesterday
I suppose what I have to take from yesterdays disappointing webcam episode is ... I have to try harder if I want to appear as feminine as possible AND importantly to be perceived as such.
I need to own and learn how to apply make-up for a start if I am to recreate the lovely pictures Jodie at The Boudoir took of me (see below) (though I would love to look like a sissy slut too).
Plus I will need some enhancement up-front (any tips for buying falsies?).
And maybe a firm but kind guiding hand to help me learn how to do the above, to be a girl and to give them pleasure.
I need to own and learn how to apply make-up for a start if I am to recreate the lovely pictures Jodie at The Boudoir took of me (see below) (though I would love to look like a sissy slut too).
Plus I will need some enhancement up-front (any tips for buying falsies?).
And maybe a firm but kind guiding hand to help me learn how to do the above, to be a girl and to give them pleasure.
Monday, April 2, 2012
webcams
They are vicious things. I've had two very disappointing chats on them today.
The first was with someone who no doubt was very eager to chat (as I was with him as he had even taken the time to read this blog!) but couldn't get his camera up and running (and I was on a tight time-frame). The second ... again someone who is no doubt very sweet but had obviously not read my comment prior to chatting that I was not wearing make-up and those pretty pictures on my profile of which I am so proud were all the work of a dressing service. 'No problem' she said in reply to my comment on make-up yet within a few seconds of her clicking on my cam feed she remarked that I wasn't dressed!
I was in heels, panties, hold-ups and one of my new dresses! Had she given me a moment I would have stood up and twirled for her to prove that was the case. I do so love to show off on cam.
Though to be honest, I think we came from differing ends of the cross-dressing spectrum and conversation would have been a struggle. My favourite chats have always been those in which someone else has taken the lead and made me do things in order to get them to cum. I think I prefer to just be slutty and submissive I guess than too cerebral.
The first was with someone who no doubt was very eager to chat (as I was with him as he had even taken the time to read this blog!) but couldn't get his camera up and running (and I was on a tight time-frame). The second ... again someone who is no doubt very sweet but had obviously not read my comment prior to chatting that I was not wearing make-up and those pretty pictures on my profile of which I am so proud were all the work of a dressing service. 'No problem' she said in reply to my comment on make-up yet within a few seconds of her clicking on my cam feed she remarked that I wasn't dressed!
I was in heels, panties, hold-ups and one of my new dresses! Had she given me a moment I would have stood up and twirled for her to prove that was the case. I do so love to show off on cam.
Though to be honest, I think we came from differing ends of the cross-dressing spectrum and conversation would have been a struggle. My favourite chats have always been those in which someone else has taken the lead and made me do things in order to get them to cum. I think I prefer to just be slutty and submissive I guess than too cerebral.
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